Personal drama

I'm going through
personal drama
right now

I'm feeling moody
grumpy
and nostalgic

Every once in a while
my two-legged
used to give me
these tasty moist bites
and I loved them so much
that I forgot all
my insecurities
about seeing the bottom of my bowl,
panicking
and saving the last kibbles
I emptied my bowl
and licked it clean
thinking only of
the pleasure I felt

that food doesn't exist
anymore
for many weeks now
my two-legged had me try
other moist foods
but I like none of them
I won't eat

I just go back to sleep
wishing I'll dream
about better days

bottom of bowl

this morning I saw
the bottom of my bowl
scarce kibbles
make me insecure

I tried to wake up the two-legged female
then the two-legged male
I walked on them
talked to them
jumped on them
hit them with my tail
they both groaned
but didn't wake up

what if they don't wake up
and I never eat again?
in a panic I decide
to save my last kibbles

My resolve was firm
when the female woke up
and finally filled
my bowl